Saturday, May 30, 2020

Five Poems

Social distancing got me scrolling through my old diary of poems from high school and college days. I think teenager me would high-five grown-up me for digitalizing these amateur writings! It feels amazing that some of these feelings from the early 2000s are still relevant and relatable today! But most importantly, it's a sheer nostalgia to revisit the poems, like listening to an old song that brings an exact moment from the past. Be it from a college canteen, classroom, or hostel, for a split second, I could feel the presence of my younger version and the instantaneous thought process going behind the lines. Without any further digression, here are five poems in chronological order, among which two of them (4th and 5th) were written in classroom backbenches 🙈🙈🙈

A page from the diary of poems!





āĻŦিāĻļ্āĻŦāĻ•াāĻĒ āĻ•্āϰিāĻ•েāϟ ⧍ā§Ļā§Ļā§Š (2003)

āφāĻĢ্āϰিāĻ•াāϰ āϤিāύāϟি āĻĻেāĻļেāϰ āύাāĻŽীāĻĻাāĻŽী āĻļāĻšāϰ
āϏেāĻ–াāύেāχ āĻŦāϏেāĻ›িāϞ āĻāĻŦাāϰ āĻŦিāĻļ্āĻŦāĻ•াāĻĒেāϰ āφāϏāϰ
āĻ…ংāĻļ āύি⧟েāĻ›িāϞ āĻŽোāϟ āϚোāĻĻ্āĻĻāϟি āĻĻেāĻļ
āϤাāχāϤো āĻ–েāϞাāĻ—ুāϞো āϜāĻŽেāĻ›িāϞো āĻŦেāĻļ
āϞাāϰাāϰ āĻĻাāĻĒāϟে āĻšāϞো āĻ–েāϞাāϰ āωāĻĻ্āĻŦোāϧāύ
āĻĻ্āĻŦিāϤী⧟ āĻŽ্āϝাāϚে āĻšেāϰে āĻ­াāϰāϤ āĻ•āϰāϞো āĻ›āύ্āĻĻāĻĒāϤāύ
āĻ•েāύি⧟া āϚāĻŽāĻ•āĻĒ্āϰāĻĻ āĻ•াāϜāĻ–াāύি āĻ•āϰে
āĻĒোāϞāĻ•āϰা āϏāϟাāύ āĻĒ্āϰāĻĨāĻŽ āϰাāωāύ্āĻĄেāχ āϏāϰে
āĻŦিāϧ্āĻŦংāϏী McGrath Leeāϰা āĻ•āϰে āϰাāϜāϤ্āĻŦ
āĻĒাāĻ•িāϏ্āϤাāύেāϰ āĻšাāϰ āĻšā§Ÿ āĻ­াāϰāϤ āĻĒ্āϰāĻĻāϤ্āϤ
āχāϤিāĻšাāϏ āĻ—ā§œāϞো āϏāϚিāύেāϰ ā§¯ā§Ž
āĻ›āϟি āĻĻেāĻļ āĻŦ⧟ে āϚāϞāϞো Super Six āĻāϰ āĻŽāχ
āĻ…āĻŦāĻļেāώে āĻāϞো āϏেāχāĻĻিāύ āĻŽাāϰ্āϚ ā§¨ā§Š āĻļে
āĻĒāύ্āϟিং āĻ•āϰāϞেāύ āϜাāĻšিāϰāĻĻেāϰ āĻ–ুāύ āϏāĻŽ্āϰাāϟেāϰ āĻŦেāĻļে
āϏেāύাāĻĒāϤি āĻšā§Ÿে āĻ•াāϜ āĻ­াāϰী āϜāĻŽাāϞেāύ āĻŽাāϰ্āϟিāύ
āĻļāϤāĻ•োāϟিāϰ āϏ্āĻŦāĻĒ্āύ āĻ•āϰে āĻĻি⧟ে āϞীāύ
ā§§ā§¯ā§Žā§Šāϰ āĻŦিāĻļ্āĻŦāϜ⧟ āĻŽāύে āĻĒ⧜āϞো
āĻ­াāϰāϤী⧟ āĻ…āĻļ্āϰুāϧাāϰা āĻ­ূāĻĒāϤিāϤ āĻšāϞ
āĻŽিāĻļ্āϰ āĻ…āύুāĻ­ূāϤিāϤে āĻŦিāĻĻা⧟ āϜাāύাāϞো āĻŦিāĻļ্āĻŦāĻ•াāĻĒেāϰ āĻšাāϤ
⧍ā§Ļā§Ļā§­ āĻ āĻ“ā§ŸেāϏ্āϟ āχāύ্āĻĄিāϜ āĻ āĻĢেāϰ āĻšāĻŦে āϏাāĻ•্āώাā§Ž

āϘূāϰ্āĻŖিāĻĒাāĻ• (2003)

āϏ্āύিāĻ—্āϧ āĻŦাāϤাāϏ āĻŦ⧟েāĻ›ে āϝে āϚāϞে
āĻŽাāύুāώāϜāύ āϘāϰāĻŦা⧜ি āϏāĻ•āϞāĻ•ে āĻāχ āĻŦāϞে
āĻšৃāĻĻ⧟ে āϜাāĻ—ি⧟ে āĻ…āĻĻ্āĻ­ুāϤ āĻ…āύুāĻ­ূāϤি
āĻŽাāύāϏিāĻ•āϤাāϰ āϘāϟি⧟ে āϚāĻž্āϚāϞ āϚ্āϝুāϤি
āϏুāĻĻূāϰ āχāϰাāĻ• āĻĨেāĻ•ে āĻāϏেāĻ›ে āϝে āĻŦাāĻŖী
āĻĒৌঁāĻ›ে āĻĻেāĻŦে āĻ•ে āĻāχ āĻŦাāϰ্āϤাāĻ–াāύি
āϏাāĻŽ্āĻĒ্āϰāĻĻা⧟িāĻ•āϤা⧟ āφāĻ•্āϰাāύ্āϤ āĻŽোāϰা āϏāĻŦ āϜাāϤ
āφāĻŽāϰাāχ āϘāϟাāϚ্āĻ›ি āĻĒ্āϰাāĻŖেāϰ āϝāĻŦāύিāĻ•াāĻĒাāϤ
āĻŦ⧟ে āϚāϞে āĻĒāĻŦāύ āĻ…āϤীāϤāĻ•ে āϘিāϰে
āĻŦিāĻŦāϰ্āϤāύ āĻĒ্āϰāĻļ্āύ āĻ•āϰে āĻ–ুāĻŦāχ āϧীāϰে āϧীāϰে
āĻŦিāϜ্āĻžাāύেāϰ āωāύ্āύāϤি āϚুāĻĒি āĻĻে⧟ āωঁāĻ•ি
āφāϧুāύিāĻ•āϤা āφāĻŦাāϰ āύে⧟āύি āĻ•োāύো āĻুঁāĻ•ি
āϤাāχ āĻĻেāĻ–ে āĻšাāϏেāύ āĻĻেāĻŦāϤা āĻ•āϞ্āĻ•ি
'āĻ•েāĻŽāύ āĻĻেāĻ–াāĻ›ি āφāĻŽি āϝুāĻ—েāϰ āĻ­েāϞ্āĻ•ি?'
āĻŽāύāĻŽā§œা āĻŦাāϤাāϏেāϰ āφāϰ āĻ াঁāχ āύাāχ
āϘূāϰ্āĻŖিāĻĒাāĻ•ে āĻĒাāĻ• āĻĻি⧟ে āϚ⧜াāχ āĻ‰ā§Žāϰাāχ
'āϝāĻĻি āĻĒাāϰিāϰে āϏ্āĻŦāϞ্āĻĒ āĻŦাāϰ্āϤা āĻļোāύাāϤে
āϐāĻ•্āϝ āϝāĻĻি āφāύāϤে āĻĒাāϰি āĻŦিāĻŦিāϧ āϜাāϤে
āĻĒাāϰি āϝāĻĻি āφāύāϤে āĻŽāĻšাāĻĒুāϰুāώāĻ•ে
āĻĻিāϤে āφāĻŽি āϰāĻ•্āϤ āĻŦিāĻļ্āĻŦেāϰ āĻĢুāϏāĻĢুāϏāĻ•ে
āϝāĻĻি āĻĒাāϰি āĻĨাāĻŽাāϤে āύāϰāĻŽেāϧ āĻŦāϞি
āĻļাāύ্āϤিāĻ•ে āϏāĻ™্āĻ—ে āύি⧟ে āĻŽৃāĻĻুāĻŽāύ্āĻĻ āϚāϞি
āĻšāχ āĻĻিāĻļেāĻšাāϰা āϜ⧜ āĻĒৃāĻĨিāĻŦীāĻ•ে āĻĒেāϞে
āϘূāϰ্āĻŖিāĻĒাāĻ•ে āϏ্āĻŦāϏ্āϤি āĻĒাāχ āĻে⧜ে āĻŽুāĻ›ে āĻĢেāϞে'


āĻ…āύ্āϤāϰāύ (2004)

āĻ•্āϝাāύ্āϟিāύ āĻāϰ āĻ—āϰāĻŽ āĻ•āĻĢিāϰ āϧোঁ⧟া⧟
āϞুāϚি āĻ›েঁ⧜াāϰ āφāĻ™্āĻ—ুāϞ āĻŽাāĻে
āϚāĻļāĻŽাāϚোāĻ–েāϰ āύিāĻŦি⧜āϤāϞে
āĻ•াঁāĻ াāϞāĻ—াāĻ›েāϰ āϏāĻŦুāϜ āĻŦুāĻ•ে
āĻŦাāϤা⧟āύেāϰ āĻ“āχ āĻĒাāϰে
āĻাāĻĒāϏা āĻ›āĻŦি āĻĢুāϟে āĻ“āĻ ে
āϚোāĻ–েāϰ āĻ­াāώা⧟ āύীāϰāĻŦāϤা⧟
āϏুāĻĒ্āϤ āχāϚ্āĻ›ে āĻ“āχ āĻĻেāĻ–া āϝা⧟
āĻ‰ā§œাāύ āϘু⧜িāϰ āĻĒ⧜াāϰ āϭ⧟ে
āύাāĻ—āϰāĻĻোāϞাāϰ āϘূāϰ্āĻŖিāĻĒাāĻ•ে
āύāĻĻীāϰ āϏ্āϰোāϤে āĻ“āχ āĻ­েāϏে āϝা⧟
āĻšāĻ াā§Ž āϤাāϤে āĻŦাāύ  āφāϏে
āĻ•াāϰ āĻ•ি āĻŦা āϝা⧟ āφāϏে!
āϘু⧜ি āϤāĻŦু āĻ‰ā§œāϤে āĻĨাāĻ•ে
āφāĻ™্āĻ—ুāϞ āϞুāϚি āĻ›িāύ্āύ āĻ•āϰে
āϧোঁ⧟াāϰ āφঁāϚ āĻ•āĻŽāϤে āĻĨাāĻ•ে
āϚোāĻ–েāϰ āĻ­াāώা āύীāϰāĻŦāχ āĻĨাāĻ•ে
āĻ•াāϰ āĻ•ি āĻŦা āϝা⧟ āφāϏে!


āĻ…āĻŦāϰোāϧ (2005)

āĻ•াāύ্āύাāĻ­েāϜা āϚোāĻ–েāϰ āϚাāĻšāύি
āĻŦুāĻ• āϚেāĻĒে āϝাāĻ“ā§Ÿা āφāϰ্āϤāύাāĻĻ
āύিāĻŦেāĻĻিāϤ āĻ…āĻĒāϞāĻ• āĻĻৃāώ্āϟি
āĻāϏāĻŦেāϰāχ āϘāύ āϘāύ āĻāϞāĻ•াāύি
āϤāĻŦু āĻ•োāĻĨাāĻ•াāϰ āĻāĻ• āĻŦাঁāĻļāĻŦāύ
āφঁāĻ•া āĻŦাঁāĻ•া āφāĻ™িāύা
āϘুāϰে āφāϏে āĻĢিāϰে āφāϏে āϤাāϰāĻĒāϰ āϜাāύিāύা
āϏাāĻŽāύে āĻ—āĻŖিāϤ āϏ্āĻŦāĻĒ্āύ āĻ…āĻ—āĻŖিāϤ
āϏংāĻ–্āϝাāϰ āĻ…āĻŦাāϧ āĻŦিāϚāϰāĻŖ
āĻŽিāϞি⧟ে āϝাāĻ“ā§Ÿা āĻŦিāĻ•েāϞāĻŦেāϞা⧟
āĻĒ্āϰাāĻŖ āĻĄাāĻ•ে āĻ†ā§Ÿ
āϤāĻŦু āĻĨāĻŽāĻ•ে āĻĨাāĻ•ে āĻĒা, āϤাāχ āĻĻাঁ⧜ি⧟ে āĻĨাāĻ•ি...


āĻāĻ•āĻĻিāύ (2005)

āĻāĻ•āĻĻিāύ
āϝেāĻĻিāύ āύিāĻ­ে āϝাāĻ“ā§Ÿা āϏূāϰ্āϝ
āĻĒৃāĻĨিāĻŦীāϰ āϏāĻŦ āφāϞো āĻĢিāϰে āĻĒাāĻŦে āĻŦāϞে

āĻāĻ•āĻĻিāύ
āϝেāĻĻিāύ āϏেāχ āύāĻŦাāύ্āύেāϰ āϘ্āϰাāĻŖ
āĻ—্āϰাāĻŽেāϰ āĻĒāĻĨে āĻĒāĻĨে āϏুāĻŦাāϏ āĻ›ā§œাāĻŦে āĻŦāϞে

āĻāĻ•āĻĻিāύ
āϝেāĻĻিāύ āϏৃāώ্āϟিāϰ āĻŽāύেāϰ āĻ•āĻĨা
āĻĻ্āĻŦেāώ āύ⧟ āĻĒ্āϰেāĻŽ āĻŽāύে āĻšāĻŦে āĻŦāϞে

āĻāĻ•āĻĻিāύ
āϝেāĻĻিāύ āϚেāϤāύাāϰ āĻŦāϞ⧟েāϰ āύিāϜāĻ—ুāύে
āĻŽাāύুāώ āĻ…āύāĻŦāύāĻŽāύে āĻĒৌঁāĻ›ে āϝাāĻŦে āĻŦāϞে

āφāϜো āĻŽাāύুāώ āĻŦেঁāϚে āφāĻ›ে
āφāϜো āĻŽাāύুāώ āϏ্āĻŦāĻĒ্āύ āĻĻেāĻ–ে
āφāϜো āϏেāχ āϜীāĻŦāύāĻ•āĻŦিāϰ āĻ­াāĻŦāύা āĻŦাāϰāĻŦাāϰ āϘুāϰে āφāϏে
āφāϜো āϤাāχ āĻ•েāω āĻ•েāω āĻ•āĻŦি āĻšāϤে āϚা⧟
āφāϜো āϤাāχ āĻ•েāω āĻ•েāω āĻ•āĻŦিāϤা āϞেāĻ–ে




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